Dean Koontz’s Innocence

Cover of bookInnocence is Koontz’s most recent book, and I picked it up in the library not too long ago. I will be honest and say that I passed it by several times because the description on the jacket really doesn’t do it justice. However, after finally picking it up I was rewarded with one of those rare experiences of having a book that I just didn’t want to put down, that I thought about during the day, and which I looked forward to being able to sit back down with again at the end of the day.

Addison Goodheart is a monster with a heart of gold. When people see him, they seem to find him so repulsive that they try to kill him. His own mother was not able to stomach him for longer than 8 years, and so he has lived most of his life deep under the ground in New York City, where he was fortunate to be found and rescued by another like himself. One night the beauty to this beast enters his life, but she, too, has some problems – a social phobia so strong that she has lived her life basically as a recluse. Together, these two take on a great evil, and the ending – well, it is a most interesting take on “happily ever after”.

Addison’s character is of a type that Koontz has been experimenting with for awhile. There are similarities between Odd Thomas (from the series of the same name), Christopher Snow (Fear Nothing), and Deucalion (from the Frankenstein series). All of these individuals have the characteristics of victims and those destined to be permanently outcast from society: they see ghosts, they are somehow monstrous, or they have a rare disease. However, they are all also fearless in their pursuit of justice for the innocent; they fight to protect those who are weaker than society. In short, these characters consistently display qualities of empathy.

Koontz’s writing in Innocence hooked me from the beginning:

Having escaped one fire, I expected another. I didn’t view with fright the flames to come. Fire was but light and heat. Throughout our lives, each of us needs warmth and seeks light. I couldn’t dread what I needed and sought. For me, being set afire was merely the expectation of an inevitable conclusion. This fair world, compounded of uncountable beauties and enchantments and graces, inspired in me one abiding fear, which was that I might live in it too long.

There is a graceful contrast in this book between the brutalities and beauties of life. That the grotesque can somehow become beautiful is the theme that we all remember from the fairy tale “Beauty and the Beast”. But in Koontz’s hands, this tale is both modernized and inverted. Both of these characters are beasts, but they are also beautiful. There is a reverence of life that plays throughout this story, a deep sensation of what has been taken from us all by society:

Disobedience brought time into the world, so that lives could thereafter be measured to an end. Then Cain murdered Abel, and there was yet another new thing in the world, the power to control others by threat and menace, the power to cut short their stories and rule by fear, whereupon death that was a grace and a welcoming into life without tears became no longer sacred in itself, but became the blunt weapon of crude men.

The way of peace and empathy is rewarded in this book, just as it is in many of Koontz’s other works, including those of Odd Thomas; however, it is a reward that is bittersweet. There is something about these characters that Koontz writes, though, that always makes me want to be that better person, that outsider who conquers the sense of inadequacy thrust by society upon those that don’t quite fit. These characters show that the struggle does not have to be futile, and that there is a path – no matter how narrow – for the outsider who lives the better life. I really liked this book and am looking forward to more dark stories like these from Koontz with these types of redeeming characters.

The Ones That Got Away: Horror That Hits Home by Stephen Graham Jones

If there’s ever a thesis to what I do, I suspect that’s it: everything matters. Especially the stuff you don’t want to.
– Stephen Graham Jones

Book coverI have been wanting to post on Stephen Graham Jones for a while now, but have been putting it off because when it’s something that means a lot to you, well you want to make sure you get it just right. I’m still not sure that I will get it “just right”, but I did just recently re-read his short story collection, The Ones That Got Away, and so it’s fresh in my mind. And, these stories were just as good reading them the second time around as they were the first. Why? I think it’s because he totally gets it. He seems to understand where fear lives in us. Sometimes it’s back in our childhood, connected to our first group of best friends, or the things that we did back then without fully comprehending the potential ramifications. Sometimes it’s in our adult relationships, based in our weaknesses and failings. Sometimes it’s just the unknown, the monster that is out there that we never even heard about until we’re having to deal with it.

In the story “The Ones Who Got Away”, he writes:

We should have cruised the bowling alley on the way up the hill that night, though. One last time. We should have coasted past the glass doors in slow-motion, our teeth set, our hands out the open window, palms to the outsides of the van doors as if holding them shut. The girls we never married would still be talking about us. We’d be the standard they measure their husbands against now. The ones who got away.

Several of these stories echo this same feeling of the invincibility of youth, the bittersweet memory we have of how that felt before it was snatched away from us. In Jones’s stories, though, this invincibility is not taken away simply by the normal trials of adulthood, but by events, sometimes supernatural, but just as often horrific and haunting tragedies. It’s all in how a person deals with these in the aftermath (well, if they have an aftermath). In some of these stories, it haunts a person until you can’t be sure if the creepy things they are seeing in the corners of those old photographs are real, or if they are just torturing themselves for their own inadequacies, for their inability to let go and just forget. Either way, though, the fear – that’s real.

I think the story that sticks with me hardest in this collection is “Raphael”. The kids in this story are a familiar motley crew of rejects, and they find solace in each other. But, one afternoon in the woods, playing at scaring each other with stories – something so innocent that we’ve all done it a hundred times – ends up changing all of them forever. Melanie will stick with me forever, as will Gabe and his sweet, pure love for her. And, as will the image that Jones leaves us with, that one moment suspended in time that changes everything. That one moment that you can’t ever take back.

A lot of Jones’s stories have to do with self-sacrifice or the memory of things you can’t take back. In “Father, Son, Holy Rabbit”, the father makes a tough decision in order to save his son. In “The Ones Who Got Away” and “Crawlspace”, we see people who have made decisions that changed everything, and not for the better. But, some of his stories have individuals dealing more solely with the unknown. In some, like “The Sons of Billy Clay”, their very humanity is threatened. In others, like “Wolf Island” and “Lonegan’s Luck”, they have a different, shall we say more complex, relationship with the unknown. The Ones That Got Away will stick with you. It will haunt you because its familiarity shows you just how close you can be to the terrifying without even knowing it.

For more on Stephen Graham Jones, check out his website and blog, Demon Theory.